all right, so here's my view of the world right now:

1) ultimately, i am alone in this world. i can have friends, a very few of whom i can tell my problems to, but really, everyone's out for their own good, and i need to start also.

2) i am wasting my life away doing this stupid routine of class and boredom. really, the only thing i can look forward to is sleep, because it gives me a break from life, and i am allowed to be somewhere else.

gah!! i need to cheer up!!!