In a complete contrast to the so very recent summertime, I am now consumed. Consumed by activity, by obligation, by interactions. My life is now defined by the people I interact with, the places I go, the things I do, and the information I learn. It's a good life, it's an exciting life, and I can't wait to see what new challenges and fun tomorrow will hold. Nevertheless, what I secretly long for as I rush from obligation to obligation during the day is that 15 minutes at night, right before I fall sleep, when i'm snuggled up alone in my bed and it's dark, quiet, and calm.

i miss your smile when i'm sleeping all alone